IF ONLY.

you're like a monkey on my back that i can't seem to shake
no matter how hard i try to get you off or just forget
you have this way of finding your way back to me
like the good ol' days or a bad memory
its hard to quit on someone like you

if only i was more of a man to say
that you're the piece that i've been missing
and if only i was a bit stronger to admit
that it was always been you

i tried to fill my days with useless distractions
kept myself busy with ways to not remember
but you always seem to creep up on my empty hours
between the world and the million faces
there was always something that reminds me of you

if only i was more of a man to say
that you're the piece that i've been looking for
and if only i was a bit stronger to admit
that it was always been and forever will be you