LOL!!

THE GAME.

In my pursuit to better understand this whole concept of "game", I've been asking a lot questions..questions such as knowing how to initiate, becoming better at it or even determining if a person is playing the "game"...in the midst of all these rush of knowledge and observation, i can't help but feel indifferent to the "game"...like my friend was saying, there is always games that people play, regardless whether they know it or not..yes that is very much true on other people but i really think I'm a little too old to be playing games, especially when it involves people's feelings getting hurt or heart's broken...but the more i come to understand this whole concept of the "game" the more i come to realize that its a very self-centered and self-serving thing to do..everything it evokes is fully based on the fact that our pride is on the line...so we play games, we don't call so that maybe they'll miss us enough for them to call back...we try to be really close to certain people ie. ex-boyfriends/girlfriends, so that maybe they'll want us back or miss us more...we pretend that we are bored in our conversations or that we ignore their messages but in the back of our minds, we want her/him just as much as they want us...I think I've come to a conclusion why people play these games...its because we just don't want to get hurt in the end..plain and simple...so we become guarded, an impenetrable fortress and that will not let anyone in unless we are 100% sure that he/she will stick around...i don't see the "game" as a form of weakness but more of a human nature...we are afraid to get hurt..have our hearts handed to us in a million different pieces...or as my friend would say "be another trophy"...its human nature to be afraid...i know because i was once this..still am i think but I'm learning...but as the good book says, there is no fear in Love but perfect love casts out fear...so lets not be afraid to show someone we care about them..not just in words but in dedication to spend time and the choices we make in that time spent...one of the things I've been learning these past few months discovering and building the relationship is that, do not be the reason why a relationship can't work..be a better person, make better choices..organize your thoughts and most importantly see that person the way God sees him/her...treasure the relationship whether or not it plays on your favor...it takes a lot maturity and love and hardcore honesty but in the end no matter what the outcome is, the fact is that God's love for you is perfect, regardless of our shortcomings or faults and the more I come to understand this sort of love, the more i can become the person who is not afraid to love someone...i become more like Him...its an adventure folks, enjoy every minute of it.

HAMBURGER DRESS!!!

looks soo goood its almost edible!!lol picture this on a fat dude!?!?

Gentleman Don't..

I'm trying to be a grown-up just trying to deal with this issue right now..its just a bit of a stretch and so confusing sometimes...what i don't get is that how women are so darn confusing or maybe they're playing a game without them knowing it...its boggling my mind..hmm maybe I'm just trying to save my sanity here trying to figure things out and maybe become the better man regardless how this situation turns up but i didn't realize how hard it is letting you go...maybe if you were such a "meanie" maybe it'll be easier but your just so "nice"...and the random morning texts is not helping.."i need to find another you" because its obvious that regardless how much i tried to be the better man, these other dudes still has the advantage on me regardless of how much crap that you put up with these "boys"...hmm you tell me that you're the kinda of person who is straightforward and honest and that i wouldn't be able to handle you but I'm thinking otherwise...i don't know if the talks were just made up to make me believe something that isn't there but it seems like regardless of how these dudes treat you, you still put up with it..i don't get it...i guess women just has a hard time knowing who they want..its hard on us guys because our brain goes a million miles a minute trying to break down scenarios and basically trying to do what is best for you..we'll that's me anyways..because in my opinion, women deserve only the best..haha sappy!!...well all i want is for you to be happy..truly and honestly..because its obvious that i care for you too much that sometimes i just don't know what to do but pray for you...maybe the timing is just wrong or maybe it was never meant to be but lets try to be mature in this..I'm not going to force it and i will remain optimistic for the future.

PS.
current readings: Boundaries in Dating..hahah i know i need help, big time! hopefully it helps.

Is it possible...

Phillipians 4:6-7(The Message)
6-7Don't fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life.

Good Night.Morning.

she's my love, love love ,love..she's my love, love, love, love

to be continued..

bittersweet..thats how I'm feeling at this moment...its good that i was able to muster enough words to express how i truly feel about her but at the same time i can't help but expect the worst for my sake...i guess things just don't turn up the way you expected at times but that's okay because regardless of the fact that things happen the way they do, theres always hope of finding another, who..i have no clue..how..even more so clueless!lol...i know I'll eventually forget about this and move on but its just hard right now, I'm trying but i choose to not be bitter or be disappointed...hmmmm but she's different...it soo easy with this one, easy to talk to, straightforward which I'm totally the complete opposite...and regardless of what transpired, she has such a good heart, honest and all-around an amazing character..good to have around in life because it makes/made me somewhat of a better person...but boy, it would have been sweet but i guess all i can do now is move forward and see things in a different perspective..take what i learned and become better...hmm lessons learned friend...good morning world, expect the good everyone..maybe this world will a better place.

ps. why, gabe bondoc, WHY?!??!LOL

So True Sometimes..

I guess somethings are just not meant to be! HAHAHA