i guess thats what feel most generally about life right now...i just feel the need to throw away responsibilities and just fly or sail off somewhere..hmmm i dunno i guess the gravity or the weight of it can be sometimes unbearable for me to handle..i'm not really complaining or trying to find an excuse..i just have this sense or this need to go somewhere...and this thought of maybe you got the wrong guy this time seems to linger in the back of my head but who am i to doubt His wisdom, soo ill keep believing...i dunno i just dont want life to pass me by..to fall into the routine and be numb about having life worth living/persuing...dont get me wrong..i am thankful for everything i have and everyone who is around me...and at the same i dont want to rush something that i know i need to take my time in...hmmm i guess im just a little emotional right now, maybe its the weather change or the situations/events that occured these past few weeks that i find myself in such unrest..like my mind is racing 24/7..cant seem to shake this feeling somehow..i know i'll get over it but its just hard right now...
on another note: my girl issues...ohh man..so feeling like i need to talk about this situation....but i doubt we're on the same page...i guess im okay with being friends with her but at the same time what if theres more and somehow i'm missing it...i guess its just hard now..the juggling..i know im a clown but im a terrible juggler..hahah...AND I FEEL TERRIBLE..i dont want to be the reason why things cant/wont work out...i feel like its my fault..im too busy...yeah one of these days ill just sit down and think..and not fall into laziness!!lol...i just dont know anymore...i just know i feel terrible and hate to look like the jerk guy, cus i hate those guys..the ones that makes women feel like theyre not important or even worthless..because REALLY now...women are put on this planet to be treated as princess..daughters of the King of kings!!cmonn now!!hahah yeah we'll just to see and wait..lotsa of prayers and wisdom needed..double dose please!!
UPSIDE!! WEEKEND!! SOO GET YOUR PARTY CLOTHES ON AND LETS MAKE SOMETHING HAPPEN, YEAH!! SWEET!!
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