Monday, November 3, 2008

taking it one day at a time.

i fell like everything in my life right is now is in chaos...it could be better but it isn't...i am unhappy...always in a state of unrest..terrified of a lot responsibilities that is put on my shoulders...unsatisfied with my relationships with people...oohhh how i wish i could be here and say everything is fine, but i can't because it isn't...i need a new perspective...a goal..a reason to keep going...i need prayers..in desperate need of courage and strength...i need..i need..I NEED YOU...more than ever i need You...i was reminded that regardless of how life may turn out..or how present situations just seems to affect our state of being in a way that all we want to do is give up..there is Grace...peace that surpasses all understanding...that dawn will break through the night...anything can change in an instant, regardless of our best wishes or intentions...people will come and go...seasons will surely change...everything our hands have made will fade in time...but i was reminded that He will not...regardless of what i feel or what my attitudes towards certain issued in my life...He is the same from the beginning till the end...soo all i can do trust..with all my heart i need to trust...because when everything i've held onto starts to crumble..He will not.

ps. the choice to be better starts today.

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