Scenarios in my head...

If only you were to read this...

"Hi..i know i should have been more honest of what i really feel about you but unfortunately i wasn't strong enough admit that i really do care for you..its scary i know on my part to care for someone who i barely know but i thought i'd give it a try and hope that it'll work out...sorry for putting you through this, its stupid of me i know but i hope this will not affect the relationship we have, even if we're only going to be friends...just to let you know that you are truly one of the best...your honesty and genuine caring attitude has affected in ways you could not imagined, it caused me to take risks that i thought i would never have the guts to do...regardless of my past experience, you have made me a believer again that there are still awesome, God-fearing ladies out there..the ones that deserve only the best..yeah i hope u get me...i dont want to be the one holding you back from the one you want to be with...and i dont want to be the reason for you to question the relationship you're trying to build with this guy, cus he seems like a nice dude who definitely cares for you and most of all i just want you to be happy...even if im not the one in the picture...you'll always have a place in my heart and i am always here for you if ever you need a friend.."

this is me..honestly plain ol' me